Friday, February 24, 2012

Lab Quote Friday: Bragging Day

Titus has nothing to do with this post.  I just decided to put this picture in because I love him.  A good friend of ours had to put his dog down last week, and it's just made me more appreciative of my pup lately.

Well, I didn't have any good quotes for this week until this morning, and we didn't even have labs going on!  Ok, so these aren't really funny lab quotes, but they made my day a little brighter.
As I was working in our general chemistry labs this morning, a few maintenance guys came through to test our fume hoods.  As soon as they walked in the boss guy said, "These are the best looking labs in the whole place!"  Yea, that was the best quote of the week for me :)
A little later, a student was walking around the building with her parents showing them where she has classes and labs.  Her mom used to be a chemistry major back in the day, so she was especially interested in the lab.  She introduced herself and said, "So you're a student here?"  I said, "Well, I was 10 years ago, but now I'm the lab manager."  "Oh, you just look so young!"  I used to really hate being mistaken for a student, but as I get more and more grey hairs, I don't mind so much :)
Sorry these aren't really lab quotes.  The students did lots of dumb things this week, but they were just frustrating and not so much funny.  Maybe they'll come up with something better next week...

Friday, February 17, 2012

Lab Quote Friday: Melting Point Tube

I'm sorry my lab posts have been so sporadic/non-existent this year.  Students are still doing funny things, but it's the same stuff you've already seen before.  Today is a little different.  This quote comes from our honors organic lab.  Yes, I hate to admit it, even the honors students have their moments.
So I was in the stockroom and a girl came to the window and picked up a disposable pipet.
Lab girl:  Is this the capillary tube used for the melting point apparatus?
Me:  No, that's a pipet.  The melting point tubes are by the balances.
Lab girl (confused):  Oh, right.  The balances?  Are they over there?  (pointing toward the balances)
Me:  Yes.
What I wanted to say was...
First, please don't stick that pipet in the melting point apparatus, unless of course you want to find the melting point of plastic and then clean it up.
Second, we have been using melting point tubes nearly every week since last August!
Third, we have been using disposable pipets nearly every week since last August!
Forth, we have been using the balances nearly every week since last August!
Have you been in this class since last August?
Left: disposable pipet,  Right: melting point tube
One more thing.  Packaging is getting ridiculous these days.  It is not uncommon for me to receive boxes like this containing 1 small bottle:
I'm sure there are shipping requirements, but this is crazy!

Thursday, February 16, 2012


I'm missing football season already.  Maybe it's because I barely got to watch any games this year.  Seriously, I think I only sat through a few games.  Maybe I'm missing football because I made these little treats for our Super Bowl party, and I can't wait to make them again!  File this one away for a few months...
Yep, they're little rice krispie treats made into footballs.  Of course this was another idea I saw on Pinterest.  Mine need a little work, but they were fun to make.  Here's the recipe:  Chocolate mini-football treats

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Birthday Resolution, part 2- Your Respones

Wow- when I wrote that last post, I had no idea I would get so many responses!  Some of you commented here and many others sent me privates messages and emails.  Thank you all for the encouragement.  I didn't know that so many of you are going through similar struggles with grief and/or spiritual valleys.  Others have been through it in the past and were able to offer comfort.  I just wanted you to know that I appreciate your responses.  I feel so much more "normal" knowing you're right there with me.  I have attended 2 funerals in the last week, and my heart aches for the families that are just beginning the grieving process.  I know of others who are about to say goodbye to loved ones in the next few days or weeks as well.  This is just a hard time.  Let's keep encouraging each other.  Let's be honest about our struggles so we don't feel so alone.
If you haven't really ever experienced grief but find yourself wanting to help someone who is struggling, take a minute and read this blog post.  It is written by a man who used to preach at a church here in Abilene and has experienced the loss of a child.  He talks about words that are inappropriate during times like these, and then he offers better alternatives.  I think we can apply his words to any grieving situation, not just the loss of a child.    

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Birthday Resolution

(warning:  long, sappy post ahead.  You may need a tissue)

Today is my Dad's birthday.  He would be 61 years old if he was still with us.  The last 3 years without him have been pretty hard, and I'm sure there are still many hard days ahead.  This has been my first real experience with grief.  Yes, I have had to say goodbye to many other loved ones over the years, but I never experienced true grieving until I lost my Dad.  This grief has affected me in ways I never expected, and I'd like to share a little bit of that with you today. 
My faith began to be shaken up while Dad was still sick.  I think the grieving process began before he even left us.  If you've been through this, you know what I mean.  Watching his health decline over a period of 5 months was really hard, but I'm glad I was there to go through it.  During this process, I began to reexamine what faith really is.  There is this little saying that keeps popping up all over the place.  It says, "Faith is not knowing God can, it's knowing God WILL."  I truly hate this saying.  I get this knot in my stomach every time I see it.  When you pray in faith for God to act in a situation, you have no idea whether he will or not.  Remember these words from Daniel 3:  "If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to deliver us from it, and he will deliver us from Your Majesty’s hand.  But even if he does not, we want you to know, Your Majesty, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up.”  We prayed night and day for Dad's healing, but it didn't happen.  Does this mean we throw our faith out the window?  Of course not!  We can plead with God all we want, but we really never KNOW that He will do what we ask.  Instead, I have come to view faith as knowing that God can do all things and that He is always in control.  I trust that his will is greater than mine, and his wisdom far exceeds what I could ever imagine.  So my idea of faith has changed over the last few years. 
More than just the idea of faith, grief has affected every aspect of my spiritual life.  Emotion never played a big role in my religious life until my Dad got sick.  After his passing, I was sad, but the greatest sadness always hit me in spiritual settings.  Let me explain...
1.  Spiritual songs-  Do you realize how much we sing about heaven in church?  A LOT!  Singing about heaven used to bring a smile to my face, now it only brings tears to my eyes.  Heaven now means that I am separated from my Dad.  I picture Dad in heaven singing with the angels, and it makes me sad because we are apart.  Also, there are many songs that take me straight back to my childhood and I am standing in church singing with my Dad.  I can still hear his voice as if he were standing right next to me.  Tears start to flow. 
2.  Prayer-  Praying nearly always brings me to tears now.  Praying for the sick, praying for my Mom, praying for emotional healing- it all makes me cry. 
3.  Reading the Bible-  I cannot even begin to tell you how many verses remind me of my Dad.  Goodness, there are so many.
4.  Taking communion- I can't take communion without thinking about my parents.  There is something special about taking communion with your spouse, and it breaks my heart that Dad is not there to share communion with Mom each Sunday. 
So you can see how grief has affected every aspect of what I consider spiritual activities.  Here's my confession:  I have totally shut down my spiritual life for the last 3 years.  Yes, I still go to church every week.  Yes, I still talk to God throughout the day.  Yes, I still believe and have faith.  But I have shut down.  I have not been reading my Bible, because it hurts.  I have not been praying deep meaningful prayers, because it hurts.  I have ignored the words to songs when I sing, because they hurt.  I have stopped thinking about the meaning of communion, because it hurts.  I have cried more in church than at home because my Dad lived a life of faith that molded me my entire life. 
So here is my birthday resolution.  I have been thinking about this for a few weeks, but today seems like a good day to make it public.  I am sharing this because I need encouragement and support.  I am not someone who can handle this alone.  My resolution is to check back in to my spiritual life.  I want to mean the words I sing.  I want to pray with purpose.  I need God's word to guide me.  I need to feel communion with God and his people. 
This last Sunday was a huge step for me.  I'm sure Josh was the only one that understood how important it was for me.  I said my first public prayer since my Dad's passing in class at church.  I got choked up a little and had tears in my eyes at the end, but I made it through.  I even prayed for a woman beginning chemo and a woman who was in her last days.  It was not easy, but it was a big step for me.  I have been a part of group prayers and prayed at meals, but this was very different.  I'm glad I did it. 
So today, on my Dad's birthday, I am vowing to start a new chapter.  I'm sure there will be many more tearful days ahead as I miss my sweet Dad and long to see him again.  I made "Dad's Stuff" for lunch today in honor of him.  If you knew my Dad, please take a moment and thank God for his precious life.  Thank you for reading and being such dear friends.  Please remember those who are grieving, there seem to be so many right now (or maybe I'm just more aware of them now.)  Mourning can be a very long process and the smallest things can trigger waterfalls of tears.  Be sensitive to their needs and gentle with the words you speak.